Well it was terrible halloween binge after halloween, snickers, milky ways, and carmel hershey kisses, and reeses cup. Of course I gained a couple pounds but the good news was I am still in my weight loss range and never went over that.  My thoughts sabatoge my workouts and eatings, telling myself its never gona happen and what's the use.  I have to be posistive, remembering how it crept up (weight) and how it is creeping down, for good.Jaqui's been sick, and i took her to the doctor today. she cannot stop coughing and has terrible cold symptoms, but I gave her benedryl and she seems better.Its hard to think Mcdonalds chicken selects and french fries can be 4oz of chicken and a potato minus the oil and chicken coating. I mise well have ordered chicken coating and oil. oh well, i compromise and tell myself i had chicken and potato for lunch. need to eat more fruit and vegetablesthis house is a mess. i do the same chores everyday and nothing ever looks any better. but that is just my negative thinking, because the more I do, the better it looksjohn is doing great at school and so is jaqui and autumn. jack is making money on his 2nd job. i don't have to work. life is good.