Depression seems to be rearing its ugly face again, as I am going to have to fight to keep stable and healthy. Once I start exercising, it will be a lot easier. So I am isolating again, changing my sleeping and eating habit, irritable, and stoned. I feel like I am pacing and need to keep pacing, yet I am sitting here writing my feelings.      Jack i s right about high school social scene. Looking back it was just a joke, but there were always kids around, especially from grade school to talk about. Its interesting thinking back and remembering how I made a friends, chatting next to the person in English class, meetingBarb Ward in the lounge, meeting renee in homeroom and italian class, and then choochie, my best friend back in the day. I wish I had something major to do today. Autumn said to take the decorations down so I guess I'll get started. Halloween is officially over.So I try transpllanting a house plant that a leaf and stem are shooting out of control and put it into a bigger plant holder.  I TOOK DOWN THE HALLOWEEN DECORATIONS. THINK iLL LOOK OUTSIDE FOR A WHILE AT WHAT NEEDS TO BE FIXED ON THE LAWN AN D IN THE YARD