this past week was fucked up. i had the "reality" hit me that we could indeed lose our house and were up against a ruthless company out to destroy us and take our home. In the meantime, I went for a job interview that totally whacked and realize I cannot put the stupid wpsdistrict on the application cas i missed too many days. i  couldn't stop eating. i gained like 2 pounds this week. this is the first time in a while i have felt out of control like this.