ThreeLegs

                 Everyday I find myself in an endless cycle. I check my phone, no new messages. I check my contacts, none of them would talk to me. Check my different instant messaging,...

                 This time of night arrives; between one and three in the morning, and I find myself fighting to push time forward however I can. I don't get depressed per se,...

                 I've had a thought in my mind for several weeks now, it came to me while I was driving around one afternoon. I was listening to a song, a personal favorite of mine...

                 I've tried it before, making goals, keeping tack of things to try and keep track of time and feel like I have purpose but it never worked. An old adage says if at first...

                 Just way too stressed right now. In ten days I face a decision that will either makes life easier, more comfortable and less depressing, or possibly push me over the very...

                 So what does someone do when progress seems impossible? When you, your doctors, your family and your friends are utterly at a loss as to what to do? My pain has been nothing...

            So lately my back pain has been, unbelievable to say the least. It starts in my lower back and hips and climbs outwards into my limbs like a spider web.  My left arm feels useless...

                 I'm in a bad place right now. More and more I find myself desperately alone. I could count every friend I have right now on one hand, and still have fingers left. I dont say...

                 Overwhelming, there really isn't a better word for it. I can hear a noise in my head, when I listen for it it seems distant and I am drawn to force myself to hear it more...

                  Everything feels so distant, so vague, illusive. Sometimes I wonder if i truly experience moments of lucidity in my daily life. I try not to, and I dont mean by way of...

                  So I had a flu, which has mostly gone now but with fibromyalgia, any sort of sickness makes you hurt about fifty times worse than usual. And, to add insult to injury,...

Another sleepless night, I sit and think too much, and then the paranoia sets in. Just, hearing things, seeing things, It all builds up, fills my mind until the stress is too much. It gets worse as I...

    So yeah it sucks to be in so much pain, but what bothers me, is that people blame me for feeling bad when I do. When they want to talk and I have a hard time being cheery because my spine...

No matter what I do or what I try I cant seem to secure a way to let out my pent up emotions, my frustrations and sadness. Anytime I do it just seems to fight against me. I don't know what to say, I...

Another sleepless night, I sit and think too much, and then the paranoia sets in. Just, hearing things, seeing things, It all builds up, fills my mind until the stress is too much. It gets worse as I...