How old am I again?

            So lately my back pain has been, unbelievable to say the least. It starts in my lower back and hips and climbs outwards into my limbs like a spider web.  My left arm feels useless some days, no strength and they cant find a reason why. So I cant do much of anything. When I do anything I come home exhausted and end up just sitting around on the couch all night, unable to sleep until nearly 5am. I'm lucky if I can sleep my 6am and I'm usually up by 10. I tell you pain does not get better with so little sleep. Also I've just been so stressed due to my financial situation, someone like me cant really do much to supplement my income so I'm extremely worried about it. I feel like I'm 85, always sitting at home alone doing nothing and thinking about back in the day when I was healthier. Its not a hell of a lot of fun I can tell you that. If I had people to talk to or lean on during times like this it wouldn't be so bad, but no such luck there.