I set up an appointment...

I've taken it upon myself to make an appointment with a local group.  Made a few calls and was referred to a domestic violence place in town.  They made an appointment but it's 2 weeks away.  I keep trying to keep myself in the right state of mind in regards to starting to doubt what's going on and placing blame back on myself.  They said they will want to do an evaluation and see what kind of group therapy I should be placed in.  I was hoping to do group therapy.  I am looking forward to it but worried at the same time.  Besides the fact that he is a narc I believe I was mentally and emotionally abused.  Crossing fingers that I find some resolutions within myself to let this go and move forward.