campyone

Well I guess I going to my sisters for Christmas, I have not seen much of my family since AUG after a falling out. ( previous post) I am feeling very anxious and not to terrible exicted. But I have a...

Well, if read my previous journals, you know that I'm estranged from my mom at the moment. It's been since Aug that we've talked, I'm just getting over the grief of the relationship falling apart,...

Shit, that's whats falling in all around me. If it's not one thing it another. I don't know how much more I can take, I just want to feel better. Seems like everything is just going down the pot..1....

Its 1  am , I was sleeping since around 11pm. Then got jolted awake by MOTMTs. I'm starting to freak out, I only have 2/12 years to continue tto keep my living conditions. As soon as son turns 18 X...

I feel like I 'm going forward a little at at a time. The last few weeks seem to have gotten easier, I am talking to my friends more, not geting out but a least being a little more social. After...

I went to see my counsler she just made me feel so much better. It really is hard to admit that your  family really is screwed up we talked about me stepping back from the relationship I have with...

Just wanted to say I know its a long post I don't expect it to be read. Just find it really liberating to write it down..Thanks Diana

Talked to Mom on Friday, Told her that if she wasn't going to have me work any longer, that I no longer could afford her cell phone or car insurance, I have been paying these for the last 5 years,...

I just don't like my Mom. thats a hard statement, but yet true.  But still I am having a hard time letting go, I know the relationship is not healthy, as this is a fact with my whole family...

I haven't talked to my MOm in over a month, we had a falling out, she said she wanted to get rid of a dog she had found. So I called my sisters, talked to her husband , and said no pressure just...

Well, things are going OK, I really don't feel like going out anywhere, my face is so bruised it turning yellow and green in so spots, lip is still very swollen. Buall in all feeling OK. I talked to...

Well had my  surgery Thursday BASAL CELL SKIN CANCER.. Thank God that it is  over, only 38 stitches to close up my upper lip. It looks really alwful right now Dr say swelling should be gone in...

TODAY SUCKS !!WENT TO COURT AND MY ATTRONEY HAD SCREWED THE WORDING ON THE COMPLAINT!!! SO IT GOT THROWN OUT!!! HE SAYS DON'T WORRY WE JUST REFILE AND START OVER..IDIOT  DOESN'T HE GET IT THIS...