campyone

Wow, what a bummer, looking back over the past entries, thnigs have not changed!!!how much longer can this go on? What is wrong with me?

Long story short, had to move in with family , my son no longer lives with me..have no life.. blah blah blah.. thats how I feel about me in general, I can't bring myself to go anywhere or do...

Well, here it is what? about 6-7 month since the last time I posted anything.. Alot has ben going on, I got a job, not a great job, but a job. was promoted twice in the first month, wish I could say...

Well, I'm all moved in to my new place. I'm , suffering from the move so small, and the trains no one told me that you feel and hear the trains 7-10 times a day. I'd like to say that it's been easy,...

Okay I'm moved except for the boy, who is having hard time..He really needs to do this himself so he will have some closure..This is like pulling teeth, he just can't get going.. Well, we will get it...

Got the key on the 10th, most of the stuff is in, just have to move fridge, washer, dryer, and sons room..But hey, it almost over. I've taken stuff over and brought things back as some things just...

I must say that I'm pleasanlty surprised at what a relief I've felt after finding a place to live. I am actually looking forward to the move. This is almost the last thing my X has held me hostage...

Well, as many of you know, I'm seperated from husband/X for 4 years now, only reason not finalized is for health insurance reasons. He was supposed to keep us living in home until son graudates in...

I just want a break, from fighting with my teenage son and stupid skin cancer, from being Codependent. I feel I have aged so much in the last 2 years, this is the 1st time I have every felt like I'm...

I  am having a really crappy day, 1. child support check bounced2. Mom called ( I didn't answer)3. had to have 2 biopsies taken for skin cancer and BOTH spots are on my faceJust feeling like when it...

Today,I almost lost it,. Last night around 10pm I felt I had to call my X and have him come and pick up our son. I have previousoly mentioned that he getting to be very hard to deal with. Well, I...

Ugh, I am so stressed, I hate my life, I hate being scared, I hate being alone, I hate that I have to write to no one as I have no one  in my life to talk to and I mean no one. Ready to shut down,...

I'm just venting, my X drives me crazy, our son is a pretty good kid, he just won't get his act together about school, lies and tries to BS his way, could be so much worse. It only gets ugly when he...

OKAY,  SO AT OR AROUND 5:15 THIS MORNING WHILE DREAMING A THOUGHT CAME TO MIND.  IT WAS SO POWERFUL IT WOKE ME UP.  I RESENT TAKING CARE OF EVERYTHING, THAT I WASN'T HAPPY BEING THE ONE THAT HAS...

Okay, those of you who know me, know I have been having problems with my relationship with my Mom.Well, today I delivired gift cards from my X to the nieces and nephews, (very nice of my X) I drop...