campyone

Okay, those of you who know me, know I have been having problems with my relationship with my Mom.Well, today I delivired gift cards from my X to the nieces and nephews, (very nice of my X) I drop...

This is the only New Year resolution I've decided to make this year. I feel that this is a big problem in my life, I don't really have any and you need this to have any kind of healthy relationship,...

Well,I made it thru Christmas day, I was a nervous wreck about going to sisters for the day. But it went off fairly well, everyone was civil. I gave my mom a hug, but really didn't speak to her that...

Well I guess I going to my sisters for Christmas, I have not seen much of my family since AUG after a falling out. ( previous post) I am feeling very anxious and not to terrible exicted. But I have a...

Well, if read my previous journals, you know that I'm estranged from my mom at the moment. It's been since Aug that we've talked, I'm just getting over the grief of the relationship falling apart,...

Shit, that's whats falling in all around me. If it's not one thing it another. I don't know how much more I can take, I just want to feel better. Seems like everything is just going down the pot..1....

Its 1  am , I was sleeping since around 11pm. Then got jolted awake by MOTMTs. I'm starting to freak out, I only have 2/12 years to continue tto keep my living conditions. As soon as son turns 18 X...

I feel like I 'm going forward a little at at a time. The last few weeks seem to have gotten easier, I am talking to my friends more, not geting out but a least being a little more social. After...

I went to see my counsler she just made me feel so much better. It really is hard to admit that your  family really is screwed up we talked about me stepping back from the relationship I have with...

Just wanted to say I know its a long post I don't expect it to be read. Just find it really liberating to write it down..Thanks Diana

Talked to Mom on Friday, Told her that if she wasn't going to have me work any longer, that I no longer could afford her cell phone or car insurance, I have been paying these for the last 5 years,...

I just don't like my Mom. thats a hard statement, but yet true.  But still I am having a hard time letting go, I know the relationship is not healthy, as this is a fact with my whole family...

I haven't talked to my MOm in over a month, we had a falling out, she said she wanted to get rid of a dog she had found. So I called my sisters, talked to her husband , and said no pressure just...

Long story short, had to move in with family , my son no longer lives with me..have no life.. blah blah blah.. thats how I feel about me in general, I can't bring myself to go anywhere or do...