Mom Drama

Well, if read my previous journals, you know that I'm estranged from my mom at the moment. It's been since Aug that we've talked, I'm just getting over the grief of the relationship falling apart, doing actually pretty good, I don't miss the drama, or the insecruities that I feel when she's around, just trying to find some footing. I gave her a car 4 years ago, it's still registrated in my name, I really can't give you a reason why she hasn't taken title yet, but I've paid for insurance and registration fees all 4 years. Well, I sent her insurance bill in Sept which she paid, I just sent her registration info this week as it's due in Jan 09. I found out that she has a new car, which is great. But what's up with the car I gave her, it's parked in back yard again OK. So I had to call her today, just to ask how was she going to register the car I suggested NON OP as it's much cheaper. We agreed upon that. So what now the car just going to sit there for how long and why? she didn't offer I didn't ask. HERE'S MY ISSUE.What the hell she can't call, and say come get the car. Or even I'm not driving it anymore what do you want to do.  I only found out about it because my brother mentioned it.  I just don't understand the Fuc_ing game.   It was actually slighlty painful to have to call her and ask.Her shithead roommate answered(YUCK), I didn't want to talk to him so I just asked for her, while she was coming to the phone he was all, "HI, how are you?" he should fucking know he was a hugh part of our falling out. I barely acknowlegded him. When she came to the phone, I really didn't want to make small talk, so I went directly to the question about car, which like I said we agreed that NON OP was the way to go. But after that, I said I had to go, she started with I LOVE YOU and MISS you. I didn't respond just said  bye and hung up.  I just don't get it...she plays games and is just shitty, but says I love you and it's all supposed to be ok. Hell NO.. Mind you this, My mom has said her mother always made her like a big piece of shit. So I guess it's just come full circle. Please, Please don't ever let me make my child feel the way I do, which is like a big piece of shit. Thank Goodness I have a DR's appointment on Tues, with a Dr that was seeing my son, so he knows how my son feels and he can help with him too. This Dr specializes in ADHD which is really cool because that's me..