Miss Him

Today was church and I have felt real good most of the day,I took the kid's to 2 Christmas store's to look around,Right before we were going into the Christmas Place in Pigeon Forge a song came on that reminded me of him ,it's called When I get where I'm Going by Brad Pasily And Dolly Parton,It's a great song,The minister read the song at Pat's funeral,but there it was coming on the radio right before I was getting ready to have fun with the kid's and of course that brought my mood down some,I turned it off as quick as I could. Still managed to have a good day with the kid's and am really loving our church,even though we are methodist and the church is baptist,we are going to join it soon,have to wonder how my dad is going to take it if we become baptist.(He's an 80 yr old retired methodist preacher)I don't think he's going to  care as long as we are going.Even on day's like today when thing's are good,I still miss him so much that I can't stand it.I know Pat is looking over us,not the same as having him here to hug and kiss and go places with.I love him forever