Some Better

Well for the past 2 day's barely a tear which I guess is actually good. I'm not sure what is different,something is,guess I finally decided that it may be time to try to live atleast some.Trying to do thing's that will make me and the kid's happy.So tired of being sad and crying all the time,Don't get me wrong, I know those day's are going to come back,just grateful for any break I can get.Christmas is coming,and that's my favorite time of year,trying to concentrate on that.I know that's what my hubby (Pat) would want.Going to Fred's with my neice to see what is out for Christmas.Trying to keep busy seem's to help