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- Is there a way to talk to a therapist or professional directly/privately on this site?
- All I have ever wanted since I was a kid, was a kid. It makes me really really sad because that's all I've ever wanted. I hate the fact that I don't think I will ever be able to have my own. For one, I don't want to have sex with anyone and that...
- Hello, I wasn't sure where to post this but since it's giving me anxiety, I decided to post it here. The last 4 days I have had a lack of thirst. My body hasn't been telling me to drink water at all. I've been dehydrated because I'm not remembering...
- I don't want to go into too much detail because I'm ashamed and feel that I am the only one who does this/feels this way. I just feel so much shame because when I was little and my babysitter hurt me, I wanted it. I asked for it. I came up with what...
- My eating disorder started when I was 16 with restricting. After about a year in a half it turned into bulimia. I was bulimic for 5 + years and went to a residential treatment facility. Long story short when I got out of treatment it turned into...
- Hello I struggle with anxiety with almost everything in life and it has made me isolate myself in order to feel 'safe' and 'calm'. One of my biggest fears is being in the car. I will not let ANYONE drive me anywhere, I will not drive the highway and...
- I need help. My eating disorder has gotten way out of hand. I don't know what to do. I can't go into treatment again (I don't have any $ for that and I can't leave my job.) I don't even have the money to see an eating disorder therapist or dietitian...
- .Note; there statements or small paragraphs that don't necessarily connect with each other. I'm usually high when I write in "my diary" because, well, 'm usually high. Or I'm "high" in another aspect. I am very depressed. I've been depressed my...
- I'm just so done. I'm done. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to be in the fucking life. I hate it. I would just like to leave it. Right now. I would LOVE to just end it. Stop it all. Ughhfjdsao
- I don't know what you would call my abuse. I guess physical. To this day my abuse makes me feel disgusting. When I was 2 years old my babysitter forced me to eat my own poop. I know this sounds stupid but it makes me feel like a nasty person. Why...
- Hey guys,I'm walking in the Chicago NEDA Walk in september. I'm looking for any donations (even $5) to help raise money for this amazing cause. I struggle with bulimia myself, and have many friends who are affected by this disease. If you can give...
- How many vicodin's would you have to take in order to overdose?
- I know this sounds really bad, but I wish I didn't love my mother. She is the only thing stopping me from killing myself and I WANT TO DIE! I just don't want to be here anymore. If she wasn't here and/or if I didn't love her, I would kill myself...
- I struggle with an eating disorder and tonight I am flipping out!This is what I ate today: One small vegetarian sausage pattyI poured Hydroxycut powder in an 8oz glass of waterDiet cokeI am FLIPPING out that I am going to gain weight because of the...
- Hi,So I was in excruciating pain for about 3 hours on friday and went to the ER. They did a CT scan and found out i have a 4mm kidney stone. At that time it was still all the way up in my Kidney. I have been taking vicodin but the pain has been a...