Manito
Status: Weeds are flowers too, when you get to know them. /Winnie the Pooh
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I don't even know when I was here last but I know a lot has happened. The good news is that after half a lifetime wondering what the hell is wrong with me, I've finally got something to hold onto....
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I'm fineI'm doing so much betterI have more energyI'm getting some passion for things backBut there's a war inside me Because then all of a sudden I'm an emotional wreckI'm angry, sad, upset and...
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I'm on a rollercoaster ride... I hate rollercoasters...And this one is tiring. I feel ok and then I'm anything but ok.. It can happen in a day, an hour, a minute. Mountain high and valley...
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All i feel is the tears that desperatly wanna come out. But I wont let them. What if i never stop?I wish someone could be here. All i need is a hug from someone who knows. Something gotta happen.I...
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So I'm finally home in Sweden have been fora bout 4weeks now. It was hard to leave USA and my hostfamily but it really is awesome being home again. It all feels like a dream. USA. Sometimes I even...
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It's just one of those days when all I wanna do is lay in bed and cry. No particular reason. It's so weird. WHY AM I SAD????? I'm desperatly looking for the reason to my sadness and I have come up...
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So I'm finally home in Sweden have been fora bout 4weeks now. It was hard to leave USA and my hostfamily but it really is awesome being home again. It all feels like a dream. USA. Sometimes I even...
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It's just one of those days when all I wanna do is lay in bed and cry. No particular reason. It's so weird. WHY AM I SAD????? I'm desperatly looking for the reason to my sadness and I have come up...
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I am a person who can sleep anytime and anywhere. I have never had any problems unless Im very exited or nervous about something and then I usually wake up a couple of times the night before whatever...
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Exept all that´s going on with everybody else in my world. I have my own problems. I need someone to see that Im not okay. I need someone to understand that everyday is a battle over who gets to...
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Found out a close friend to my family has cancer that are to bad for surgery. And it´s all the doc´s fault. One of my best friends is falling back into depression I fight more then ever to not...
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So it´s here. That thing I have only seen on distance. People that I don´t know get it all the time. And now it found it´s way into my world. Cancer. Not anyone in my imidiate family but close...
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still on 166 pounds. But when I think about all the crap I have eaten this summer Im happy I at least didnt gain weight. 143 is my goal 18 pounds done 23 to go. I can do this. I know I can.
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Wow how high on endorfin was I in the last journal? Anyway. I´m doing good. Or no Im not. But not as bad as before. I haven´t been this homesick since my first month here. I can not talk my...
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