Manito
Status: Weeds are flowers too, when you get to know them. /Winnie the Pooh
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Im back in sweden but only for a visit. Going back Monday. Everything is great. My hostfamily is the best. Love them. It's hard being here and knowing I will have to leave again but when Im back in...
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAWhat a joke, i forgot all about this.Oh ya by the way.. I weight more than ever. Those pounds I lost are all back and they brought friends
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I got called stupid today. Or well, I know he didn't mean that but yet he did. I'm so tired of "but this is how we do it", rather this is how HE does it. I'm talking about my mentor, student teaching...
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So I'm finally home in Sweden have been fora bout 4weeks now. It was hard to leave USA and my hostfamily but it really is awesome being home again. It all feels like a dream. USA. Sometimes I even...
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It's just one of those days when all I wanna do is lay in bed and cry. No particular reason. It's so weird. WHY AM I SAD????? I'm desperatly looking for the reason to my sadness and I have come up...
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I am a person who can sleep anytime and anywhere. I have never had any problems unless Im very exited or nervous about something and then I usually wake up a couple of times the night before whatever...
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Exept all that´s going on with everybody else in my world. I have my own problems. I need someone to see that Im not okay. I need someone to understand that everyday is a battle over who gets to...
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Found out a close friend to my family has cancer that are to bad for surgery. And it´s all the doc´s fault. One of my best friends is falling back into depression I fight more then ever to not...
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So it´s here. That thing I have only seen on distance. People that I don´t know get it all the time. And now it found it´s way into my world. Cancer. Not anyone in my imidiate family but close...
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still on 166 pounds. But when I think about all the crap I have eaten this summer Im happy I at least didnt gain weight. 143 is my goal 18 pounds done 23 to go. I can do this. I know I can.
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Wow how high on endorfin was I in the last journal? Anyway. I´m doing good. Or no Im not. But not as bad as before. I haven´t been this homesick since my first month here. I can not talk my...
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Im back in sweden but only for a visit. Going back Monday. Everything is great. My hostfamily is the best. Love them. It's hard being here and knowing I will have to leave again but when Im back in...
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I've been loning to go to USA for SO LONG. And I am so looking forward too meeting my host family. Now there is only THREE weeks left and I am totally panicing. I want more time at home! But I wanna...
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Fuck this!! Why can't I just be normal!! I never thought I would feel or do this again! I hurt myself. Haven't done it for like a year but now I'm on my way doing it again! The dark is sneaking up...
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