Sad and I don\'t know why

It's just one of those days when all I wanna do is lay in bed and cry. No particular reason. It's so weird. WHY AM I SAD????? I'm desperatly looking for the reason to my sadness and I have come up with some but why am I sad today? I wasn't yesterday. All I wanna do is hide from the world and the thought of working tomorrow makes me wanna scream. I JUST WANNA GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm tierd of this. 32 days to go until I finally land in Sweden. My home. With my family and my house and my friends and my cat. I love USA and I am gonna miss it but I am SO READY to go home. The weeks can't go fast enough.  I know the best thing I can do right now is get out of bed and go out and do something. It's just the get out of bed part that seems very hard right now.  Seems like I'm only writing her when I'm depressed.....Sorry about that. Most days I am not like this!