cardinal39
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- It's been two years since I've found this site,, in the beginning I was a helpless hopeless morher,,that was spiraling downward,, to all of you,, that encouraged, educated,,held my hand,,wiped my tears,, I forever hold you in my heart,,, this site...
- It's funny,, you or maybe just me,, can't wait for that phone call,, you know the one,, "mom,, I'm done,, I want to come home to my family,,," well got the phone call,, no was not exactly the nice one I dreamed about,,, lets see,,, I ruined her beep...
- As some of you know my story,, I am a proud mother of four kids, well five ( Ava, my granddaughter) one that happens to be a herion addict,, after many attempts of fixing her( which was not working) I had to surrender and allow her to find her way(...
- one of my things I do to release my pain of my daughter's addicition, and her where abouts, is to reach out to other addicits( I minister in the woman's county jail),, This was handed to me,,, not quite sure she actually wrote this,,, but it struck...
- As most of you know my outside job,,is a waitress ( which I love),today a group of 30 severely autistic young adults came in for lunch,, granted it was chaotic at times,,ran few miles,,, but it hit me during that time,,,how greatful I am,, that my...
- Oh I'm still here,,,life has been a liitle busy, I've started a new journey, ( ministering in the jail) so educating myself even further, on this ugly disease called addiction,,,also doing the G-ma thing,, room mom, again,, also getting my third...
- Today is addiction awareness ,,if we all coukd light a candle for those that found their way,,for those still finding their ways,,and for those that lost their way,,, addiction is not predjudce, we can not let it consume us,, and we must stand...
- Hi my friends,,, if we all could just take a min,, say a prayer for our "sister" dmatt,,, her sister-in-law ,, was given her wings,, last night,, she is now free of cancer,,,
- Every Tuesday, I run a meeting,, and if any of you know,, that persons needs to or should,, provide, information, solutions, great discussion, as well as comfort,, Today, I thought, ( as some of you know I analyze everyhthing), let break addiction...
- if we take a minute to visualize the lines in the road,, when we drive,,, it simply keeps from chaotic mess happening,,,,, well it's the same in how we deal with addicits,,,,, unfortunately there are no gray areas in an addicit mind,,, reasoning...
- Today in group,, I ran the forum,,, part of our recovery is putting things into perspective,, and perhaps allowing me to write a book one day,,,,When first starting this journey,(or nightmare) everything becomes so jumble and almost like a tornado...
- Oh my friends,,, need you,,, a liitle high anxiety,, which I've been doing really good,, however I have a birthday coming up on Wednesday,, in the past all my kids,,, especially Katelin has always made my day special,, so this one is going to be a...
- Ok here goes,,, the rules are you are not to mention addicts, addiction , anything that deals with what your dealing with;!I love my life and appreciate what I have,, although if I could have just one wish,, what would it be,,,My wish is to have one...
- we are heroin moms. We belong to an exclusive club that only we can relate to. Don't be offended if your not invited to join us. This is one club you do not want to be part of. We spend our time worrying, wondering, anxiously awaiting that phone...
- thought I would share this,,, I have it posted on my refridgerator,,,To let go doesn't mean to stop caring; it means I can't do it for someone else To let so is not to cut myself off,,, it's the realization that I can't control another,,To let go is...