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- I have BPD, so I pretty much have absolutely no self esteem. All of my friendships fail b/c I make them my best friend and put them above everyone else, so when they don't do the same, like, if they don't make me there number 1 priority and consider...
- I have BPD, so I pretty much have absolutely no self esteem. All of my friendships fail b/c I make them my best friend and put them above everyone else, so when they don't do the same, like, if they don't make me there number 1 priority and consider...
- People keep getting mad at me when they see the skin missing from my arm (like if I absent mindedly pull my sleeves up or something) like "omg, you're still scratching!!" and they start yelling at me and when they are done they will stop talking to...
- Has anyone on here ever been to the Remuda recovery center? I really want to know what it's like before I go. Any information will help.Thanks guys :)
- For bulimics that can purge on their own, like, no hands or tools- just stomch muscles, how long were you bulimic before you could do that?Just wondering b/c it only took me a year, but my friend who has been bulimic for 12 years still can't do it....
- I am so sick of the media making eating disorders look like a rich, bratty, stuck up behavior. Like only shallow girls who care only about looks get eating disorders. UGH! Seriously, it makes me so mad. EXAMPLE: In the "Pink" video where she is...
- Most of the people on here cut. I do that too, but most of the time I scratch. Like, I will end up with huge patches of skin gone. My arm has scars all the way up. It is really gross, but I get the urges SO bad and I can't seem to hold back from it....
- I hate going to therapy. I've refused to go for almost a month now but my parents keep trying to talk me into it. First of all, I hate my therapist. Second, I hate sitting there for an whole fucking hour and talking about my problems. It gives me so...
- Does anyone know any good books about kids with borderline personality disorder?
- I hate that the whole 'emo' thing has made cutting seem like a stereotypical teenageer, completely normal, and non threatening action. For some people it really is just a trying-to-fit-in-want-to-look-cool thing, but for most kids it is a real issue...
- I am angry all the time. I've slowed down on taking the anger out on myself for about three weeks, but now I have no idea what to do with it! I've become such a bitch and an awful person to be around, it used to be the exact opposite. and I get...
- Whenever I have a have a relapse in bulimia my hygeine level goes WAY down. Usually I am SO clean. I take at least two showers a day and I allways take the time to do things like paint my nails and straighten my hair. But when I relapse I just hate...
- So you know how if you have BPD you have a strong relationship pattern of loving somebody at first and wanting to be there best friend and then all of a sudden hating them. Like out of no where you just yell at them for all the shit they have done...
- I heard that taking Zinc supplements helps fight eating disorders. I am going to get some tonight and start taking it tomorrow. If anyone has heard this or tried it, does it really help? Or what else do you know about it.
- I have such bad anxiety. I can't conrol it with baths and meditation and yoga etc. And my therapist won't give me pills for it b/c she says that I'll get hooked. I am not the drug abuse type so that really makes me mad. I can only sleep for about 4...