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- I always start fights intentionally. When I am fighting with someone it makes me feel really close with them. I dunno if it is that I am experiancing a strong feeling (anger) with them and that makes me feel close. Or maybe it is that I realize that...
- Unstable and intense relationships:People with borderline personality disorder may idealize potential caregivers or lovers at the first or second meeting, demand to spend a lot of time together, and share the most intimate details early in a...
- I can't sleep on my own anymore, If I sleep in my room all by myself I feel abandoned and depressed and I start to have bad thoughts and it's not long before I am crying about something.So I have been sleeping on the floor in my parents room for a...
- I get into situations where I feel trapped and it makes me really upset and angry, but past yelling angry- like I get so mad that I just stop talking and all I do is cry. Whenever I feel like this it is soooooo overwhelming and I don't know how to...
- Ugh, I hate it when people cut and then show it off. This girl in my class allways cuts herself and then the next day comes to school and doesn't even bother to hide it b/c she WANTS people to see it so that she can get attention, so that they will...
- Lately whenever I go to Binge and Purge I go to get out the food and all of a sudden I get extremely full and I haven't even touched food yet. It is like my body knows what is going to happen so it has builded up some kind of natural defense system...
- I do all of the normal physical SI, but I also punish myself in a social way.Like I don't allow myself to have friends, I have'nt talked to any of them in almost a year.I don't allow myself to leave the house- not even to walk my dog or go...
- I am depressed and I hate being depressed. So they prescribed me to anti-depressants to not be this way and I refuse to take them anymore. So many mentally ill people do this and I never got why, and now I am one of them and I still don't get why....
- I overdose on laxatives almost everyday, and I have been for almost 6 months now and they haven't done any damage the way people say that they would. How long do you have to take them before they ruin your G.I. track?Also, what helps you guys to...
- Do most of you guys cut because you like pain, you like the rush of endorphins when you feel pain, or because you like the scars???
- Really good sight for people who are quitting.http://thinspiration.com/
- Hey luvs! I am new and just wanted to say hey. I am a recovering Bulimic (have been recovering for about 7 months- it's so ridiculous) I don't really even like food that much, I just go on these stupid binges where I end up eating the whole entire...
- It's like I know that it is going to happen, I know that I don't want it to happen, and I still Binge anyways- which just leads to either a purge or SI. I think that all of that starving myself did serious damage to the way my appetite works. Does...
- Is anybody else here gaining weight from Bulimia? I just need to talk about it- I feel like I am the only girl who has gained weight from this disorder while everyone else is dropping it.
- I keep having nightmares of bad things that have happened to me or scary situations I have been in and then I wake up really angry and the only thing that calms me down is cuting or scratching or burning, all not good things. Does anyone have any...