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Status: its time to make new friends to talk about my feelings, it seems very hard when you need good friends and no1 is around???
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well i am back and still here. lately i have been feeling so, so tired. very depressed for some unknown reason. it seems that i am caring so much onto my body. i tried to sleep drunk every night but...
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well its me back again, finished work really tired as i started 7 in the morning and finished at6. very long shift that was as my friend elaine is off cos of sickness so i have to cover for her....
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HiWell thanks god its sunday, i was at home most of the yesterday. Day went very scary and touchy, lots was going through in mind. Body was so in pain, but thanks yesterday is over.Sunday its quite...
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Hi All Well here I am again back to write again. I have been so much depression in mind about stuff off course my past. I sit down and cry and let all go but this stupid brain just not get the...
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Hi All Well here I am again back to write again. I have been so much depression in mind about stuff off course my past. I sit down and cry and let all go but this stupid brain just not get the...
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Hi all well its my first journal, at this point i dont have much to say. I live in birmingham now, have got a stress full job. Its quite demanding as pressure from the customer and from managers on...
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Well I have not started my book yet as feel very much angry and frustrated every time I try to write something down, maybe its not the right time as yet..But that has made me very angry when I sit in...
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so its been some days i have not put something here. its just to much stuff in my mind which troubles me a lot and i spoke to my Psychiatrist about it but with my counselor as yet. My Psychiatrist...
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I guess i have o put this coz i have been reluctant to put this here. Yes i was a drunk head for very long time. It almost took over my life when i used to come home and drink as much as i can until...
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It was one of the day when memories of mom came harder then normal. I wish she was still alive to share our life together, I wish she had shared more what we did not get to talk. She is the missing...
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OK so today I went to Hospital as i had an appointment, which went ok as the Doctor said all looks good in my stomach, so that is a relief. There was no major issue in the start anyway just i had...
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As i have decided to write all my life in a book since yesterday officially. I tried to do it today but i could not put myself into it. Every time I tried today all the bad memories crawling back...
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so i ave started to write a book about not for publish (maybe it depends). As i have terrible long and short memory loss. A counselor has advised me that it might be very long time b4r i get this...
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well my counseling went i would say. in the first session i did not talk much and my counselor said that its normal for me not to talk. then i had the 2nd session as its on weekly basis. that went OK...
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its been some months i came ere. well things r going but very very slow right now. i want them to move quicker so i can get on with my life. the good thing is dat i have joined RSVP for counseling...
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