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Status: its time to make new friends to talk about my feelings, it seems very hard when you need good friends and no1 is around???
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not much to put on, i am really tired and sad. dono why but things are not going well at this time of space. memories, lonelyness, work, depresion, anxicty, so many things in mind to do>...tired of...
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sick of my life sick of it allbollocks double bollockshate itssssssssahjvczxbnm hate ithate hate hatehate...
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well i got up today with really bad cold and bit of flu. i dono why is that, i cam back early last night and went to bed straight. perhaps ot was the weather, it was cold and i was only wearing...
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All this week things have been ok so far. Until small small things start to happen, which make me to change my decision about myself and the way things are. Now the hard part is that most of...
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so the day has finished today. i was so happy for some unexplained reason today at work. its like i was not in control of myself and someone else was making me laugh. i dont no what it was, may be it...
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ok the week has finished and thanks the stress is over now. what should i do now, nothing to do this weekend. i love to talk to someone, i am tired of all this week, cant do and dont want to do...
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well i am so happy today. i went to see close friend in nottingham yesterday, satyed with them all day yesterday and today just got back now. i was over the moon to see them, so nuch we catch up...
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hiits 2 am in uk time. i have been up for last half hour, again no sleep. so many things going through my mind had some really bad dreams. i just wanna to close my eyse and sleep but cant hard,...
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hi all well i am back. have not written much but today i will try to write much. Had a bit busy week like always. one of my work guy was off all this week so i have to cover his shift time. i was...
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well i am back and still here. lately i have been feeling so, so tired. very depressed for some unknown reason. it seems that i am caring so much onto my body. i tried to sleep drunk every night but...
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well its me back again, finished work really tired as i started 7 in the morning and finished at6. very long shift that was as my friend elaine is off cos of sickness so i have to cover for her....
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HiWell thanks god its sunday, i was at home most of the yesterday. Day went very scary and touchy, lots was going through in mind. Body was so in pain, but thanks yesterday is over.Sunday its quite...
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Hi All Well here I am again back to write again. I have been so much depression in mind about stuff off course my past. I sit down and cry and let all go but this stupid brain just not get the...
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Hi All Well here I am again back to write again. I have been so much depression in mind about stuff off course my past. I sit down and cry and let all go but this stupid brain just not get the...
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Hi all well its my first journal, at this point i dont have much to say. I live in birmingham now, have got a stress full job. Its quite demanding as pressure from the customer and from managers on...
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