my 1st regular counseling

its been some months i came ere. well things r going but very very slow right now. i want them to move quicker so i can get on with my life. the good thing is dat i have joined RSVP for counseling and Social meet ups. My first counseling will start tomorrow. i am very scared and nervous about it as i dono how i will come across a person i have never met in my life. so many stuff going through my head, pain, suffering, loneliness, depression, hurt, self injury, ongoing and past family issues, life in general and so many small things and i hope that all goes fine.....))))))