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hello

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I think I'm the only one who checks these boards for something new. I've been so lonely lately, it's suffocating.
Well, as long as we're updating

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I'm doing fine during the day, but at night the demons come out. I still maintain the suicidal thoughts right before I go to sleep. In fact, I can't really fall asleep without them anymore, which is sad.Summer's here, so I'm two months out for...
I have a strange question

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I was at CVS today, and for whatever reason I happened upon the douche aisle. I looked at the box in passing, and noticed the words "disposable douche."And I thought to myself, "Is there such a thing as a reusable douche?"And so that's my question....
night

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I just need someone to talk to before I go to sleep.
Whatever happened to...

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chat rooms? I'm dating myself a little here, I know.I was just thinking that maybe I can talk in a chat room to help me sleep. Is this a bad idea?
Does anyone find it ironic...?

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That we have avoidant personality disorder, sign up for a discussion board, and then never post on it?Not sure why, but I'm amused.
please don't read anything into this

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Have you ever thought about hiring someone to kill you? What did you do about it?
more bad night thoughts

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I absolutely wish I was dead. I've been trying to be the dutiful man for a while, but truth is, I'm waiting for a certain event to happen. When it does, I'm finally off this planet for good. It's terrible having to wait. Please kill me.
night thoughts

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My usual death chant mantra is not working tonight (I want to die, I need to die, I deserve to die, please kill me.)I've been googling and posting on forums looking for someone to suicide with. I'd do anything just to have this be done and over...
uncomfortable things

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I'm uncomfortable meeting new people. I'm uncomfortable doing new things/things I'm unfamiliar with. I regularly fail to meet up to my own standards. I'm not actually sure if it's that I've forgotten how to make friends or that I'm woefully out...
same sleep words over

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I don't know why I can't change this pattern. The same thought as I go to sleep: I want to die, I need to die, I deserve to die, please kill me. I want it to go away, but the only way to get to sleep is by saying it.I'm not sure why I'm...
introduction

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I've been diagnosed with this, but don't know what to do about it. And I'm not sure it fits still. At work/school, I'm a popular teacher, and interact well. But when the school day is over, I'm completely alone. And not sure what to do about it....
midnight terrors

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I'm having problems at night again. My mantra of "I want to die, I need to die, I deserve to die, please kill me," has never really gone away; I still say it to myself as I drift to sleep. Mostly now it's getting to sleep.I've got a new...
dead end

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I talked to my folks about moving home, possibly ending this loneliness. They're selling the house and moving. So I'm at zero. There really is nothing left except to die. It's kind of a relief actually. No more drugs, therapists, etc.
hopeless

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I'm living in a state of fear at night, being alone. I almost wish that I was living with my parents, which is a shameful, humiliating thought. I just want to feel safe again. I'm so poor. I have no way to climb out. And I want death now. A...

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