Amberella025

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 11/26/2018

  Amberella025 commented on Amberella025's journal They made me into this...

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  They made me into this...

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 11/25/2018

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  For my whole life I have tried to be friendly and nice to everyone that I meet and make them happy. They all use me and rip me apart. It is time for me to scare everyone away. Small cowboy town goth and transgender it will scare them away. That way i will be safe from everyone. That is what I need and that is what is going to happen. I apologize in advance of what I will do. 

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 11/12/2018

  Amberella025 commented on the discussion New Trans Friends.

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  New Trans Friends

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  Last Reply: Amberella025 11/12/2018

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  I have been seeing my therapist for a couple years now and she keeps telling me I need to find more people like me to communicate with and chat and not worry about others. Meaning she wants me to find new friends that are transgender like me that I can try and develop a lasting friendship with. I think it is a good idea, I live in the middle of nowhere and most people here are cowboys or cowgirls. I guess this thread is simple. I would really like to become freinds with other transgenders that...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 11/08/2018

  Amberella025 commented on the discussion I finally told my family.

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 10/26/2018

  Amberella025 commented on the discussion Please do not wait any longer for HRT or SRS Do it.

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  Please do not wait any longer for HRT or SRS Do it

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  Last Reply: Amberella025 10/26/2018

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  So, I recently looked at the news and I saw all the things that Trump said he was going to do to transgenders. I am appalled by this. I didn't vote in the last election though I should have. I read Catlyn Jenner's speach today about how she supported him when he was running because he was for the LGBT community. Well look at what peoples arrogance has done. Transgenders are being attacked left and right and i'm so scared to see what lays in the future. I have decided I am going to start HRT as...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 10/08/2018

  Amberella025 commented on the discussion Some suggestions.

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 09/06/2018

  Amberella025 commented on the discussion Is life really worth living.

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  Is life really worth living

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Last Reply: baileyf14 09/17/2018

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  For the last couple weeks it feels like everything I do I get in trouble for. I keep getting trouble at work for tiny things, people are discriminating against me, and i'm single. I keep finding myself thinking. Is life really worth all this trouble and heartache or should I just opt out all together and get rid of the pain. I know it will hurt people but I just keep finding myself thinking about how this life is really meaningfull or not. 

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 09/04/2018

  Amberella025 commented on the discussion MTF Hormones.

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 08/24/2018

  Amberella025 commented on the discussion I'm fighting a loosing battle..

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  I'm fighting a loosing battle.

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  Last Reply: Amberella025 08/24/2018

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  i've been okay for the last few days but all of a sudden today my depression hit me like a train. I can tell I am loosing this fight and hope is dwindling. I wish it didn't happen but its getting to hard with little support. I feel like the battle is life itself. Something major hasn't happened it just randomly got me. I find myself singing Crawling by linken park to myself tearing up as I do so. Something isn't right I don't know what it is. How can you fight an invisible enemy?

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 08/04/2018

  Amberella025 became friends with Taya.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Amberella025

  Posted: 08/04/2018

  Amberella025 became friends with Taya.