i had a great day today.  spent the afternoon with my parents just sitting and talking, it was beautiful out finally.  i actually started spring cleaning.  visited with some friends and it was just great to be outside in the sun and spending time visiting.  52 days!!! who knew?  my friend even told me i was looking good.  that i have come along way.  that felt good to hear.  makes the struggles worthwhile. lol i will give myself due credit when i start to surpass my last sober stint. this time its for keeps.  i am doing my damnest to stay sober and start focusing on my life again.  baby steps and one day at a time.