Rambling.

I have to send back all the college football  letters I got. Which absoulutly hurts. Because I haven't gotten one from track yet. I don't know what to do there. I quit and I don't like saying that at all. It feels like my life is going on a downward spiral. It's so painful to feel like everything and everyone around me is watching me suffer. Being this way makes me feel sick. I feel absoulutly sick right now.=[ Stupid life.