jennilee68

Just a new pill to keep me calm.  What a wonderful world.  I have been looking all over the internet to find things to use instead of drugs.  I want to be calm naturally so I will be taking a trip...

I am in a state of extreme agitation.  My head is edgy and making me extremely irritable and unhappy.  I hate these withdrawals.  I would give anything to be dizzy again and feel like crap rather...

Not sure how anyone can put up with me.  I am trying not to be so grouchy and negative. I feel horrible still....  I would like all of this withdrawal stuff to just end.  I find myself wanting to...

Well, the best time for me is when I sleep...I just don't feel this miserable brain swimming dizziness.   I woke up feeling not too terrible.  I don't think the computer screen helps at all with...

So, day three of no effexor.  I was so hopeful that yesterday would be the only day with the miserable feeling.  I hate that I am addicted to this med that a doctor gave me.  In fact, the problems...

Well, nothing much to write about. I just try to jot things down each day.  I like using this journal rather than writing something out by hand in my little book. I am on my second day of no...

So, I have been feeling ok. I haven't really let myself get too stressed out.  Last night when I went to bed I was watching TV.  I noticed the top of my head went numb.  It also felt really...

So, I am wondering if it is just me or what...I was here at work yesterday working on my cases and sending out mailers.  I took a few breaks and did my own thing. I remain quiet and do my job. My...

Well, I can't figure myself out.  I felt ok on Friday and then Saturday was horrible again.   While I could walk with my leg dragging I felt miserable. I was so exhausted. I wanted to sleep in on...

It just figures.  I can't get in  to see a doc when I have these flares and they don't think anything of the minor foot drop that I am left with.  The ER docs are the only ones who really see me...

I woke up this morning and rolled my body  out of bed. I could not hold myself up with my arms. They were too weak.  I managed to get on my feet, but immediately started to fall. My husband was...

Well, I guess "be careful what you wish for" is a good example of today!  I woke up and got out of bed and my right leg just buckled and I fell forward.  Luckily I caught myself on the chair in my...

Well, the temp took a dramatic drop downward and it is snowing lightly. I did not want to get up and work today.  In fact, I was wishing that my legs wouldn't work because I did not want to work!...

So, it is MLK day.  I got today off. It has been a couple of years since we got this holiday off at my work.  We used to then the budget crunch took it away. I still do not understand how having...

I finally forced myself onto the treadmill.  I walked for 20 minutes today.  I didn't push myself too hard which I am prone to doing.  I hope to be able to continue walking every day.  I know my...