what a grouch!

Not sure how anyone can put up with me.  I am trying not to be so grouchy and negative. I feel horrible still....  I would like all of this withdrawal stuff to just end.  I find myself wanting to yell at people.  Today is my birthday so we have people coming over and hubby is making dinner.  I see presents lines up that they have all gotten me.  I should not be so cranky.  I walked for 20 minutes hoping it would help my mood. I also popped some B12 thinking it might help.  No such luck.  I took some meclezine for my dizzy spells.  Not working I don't think. I guess I will go take another.  
My bowels have calmed down.  Back to the regular days of constipation there.  That is too bad really.  I hate the bloated feeling of constipation.  
I take a probiotic for my digestive system and give them to my daughter too.  She suffers constipation from her ditropin that she takes for her bladder.  I found some chocolate ones...they are dark chocolate.  Now I don't think it is going to be hard to get her to take them.  She is such a chocoholic.  LOL...Ah well...at least someone will be happier.  
I hate this funk I am in.  Ready to throw in the towel and start taking my antidepressants again.  Why does it have to be so miserable to stop taking something???