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  Hug

  Posted by: InsideSallysMind

  Posted: 11/14/2019

  InsideSallysMind sent a hug to caites13

  I know it's been a while since you replied to my post, but wanted to send you some overdue positive thoughts. Thank you for taking the time out to respond. I hope you're in a better place now from the experience you described <3
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  I regret not killing myself 2 years ago

  Posted by: InsideSallysMind

  Posted: 06/29/2019

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  Trigger warning: rape.Anybody ever feel regretful that they didn’t given in to suicidal thoughts? It’s been a 2 years since I was raped, I’ve had therapy, cut out some toxic people, gotten a job and A boyfriend. I’m not unhappy with my life as it is if that makes sense, but I do feel depressed most days.sometimes thoughts about what happened and the people I’ve left behind creep into my head and I genuinely wonder if I should have killed myself back then. These people made me feel so...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 06/29/2019

  InsideSallysMind joined the group Suicide.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 06/29/2019

  InsideSallysMind joined the group PTSD Supporters.

• Rape
  

  I regret surviving

  Posted by: InsideSallysMind

  Last Reply: caites13 07/15/2019

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  Anybody ever feel regretful that they didn’t given in to suicidal thoughts? It’s been a 2 years since I was raped, I’ve had therapy, cut out some toxic people, gotten a job and a boyfriend. I’m not unhappy with my life but sometimes thoughts about what happened and the people I’ve left behind creep into my head and I genuinely wonder if I should have killed myself back then.These people made me feel so worthless and it made my life a living hell, but when I attempted suicide they...

• Rape
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: InsideSallysMind

  Posted: 07/23/2018

  InsideSallysMind commented on the discussion Feeling sick- First relationship after rape.

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  Feeling sick- First relationship after rape

  Posted by: InsideSallysMind

  Last Reply: InsideSallysMind 07/23/2018

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  After being raped I went through a period where any physical contact, especially with people I am not close with was extremely uncomfortable. On occasion it would trigger flashbacks and it took quite a while to get to a point where physical contact of any kind was ok. It’s been 9 months since I was raped and I’m finally at a point where I’m fairly comfortable with it. I’m in the early stages of dating now, with someone who I had previously been friends with, I like him and trust him but...

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  Discussion Like

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  Posted: 04/30/2018

  InsideSallysMind liked the discussion was i raped again?.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/29/2018

  InsideSallysMind became friends with notalone00.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/29/2018

  InsideSallysMind became friends with notalone00.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/29/2018

  InsideSallysMind became friends with heckyes.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/29/2018

  InsideSallysMind became friends with heckyes.

• Rape
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/29/2018

  InsideSallysMind commented on the discussion After several months, I’m feeling doubt still.

• Rape
  

  Is it weird that i miss him?

  Posted by: InsideSallysMind

  Last Reply: cfenner23 05/06/2018

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  We were really close friends for a year and we saw eachother everyday. I wanted to forgive him for the longest time, I tried to talk to him about it on a couple of occasions. The first time I had to describe to him what he did cuz he claimed he was too drunk to remember it at all. It seemed like he was horrified with himself for what he'd done, but after that conversation, he just treated me like dirt. He would act as though he found me disgusting, and would tell me that i was pathetic and...

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  Do you hide your scars?

  Posted by: InsideSallysMind

  Last Reply: OlderCPer 04/28/2018

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  I used to hide my scars all the time, i was super self-conscious of my arms and always wore long sleeves or wrapped something around my forearm to cover them.Recently I've stopped doing that, but i find i still want to keep my arms covered on first dates or when meeting new people. Sometimes I will hide fresh scars from close friends for a couple days until either they've healed up a bit or i feel ok to be asked about them if they get noticed. What are peoples attitudes to their scars (fresh...