hello all, feeling so bad tonight. So alone. I want to cry but I can't. So much pain inside. So many hard things. I want to scream, cry and kill myself but I can't do any of those. No more pain please. I want to watch the blood flow from my arms until I pass out and die. I want them to find me in a sticky pool of blood. I want it to all end. Blackness. It is such a relief to think about the blackness. To think that there is an end. To be free.
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