I'm really mad at myself today. I gave in after yet another fight with my mum and ended up cutting. I tried to ignore it for a few hours, but eventually I knew I had to go and get it seen too. The nurse that gave me stitches asked how I did it, I just looked at her and said 'with a knife' then came the questions about if it was on purpose, did I mean to do it, do I feel like I want to kill myself or harm myself in any other way. She wanted me to go to hospital to be assessed but I told her I was fine. I was just angry and needed a release, plus I'm seeing my psychiatrist on Weds and really don't want to miss that appointment by being in hospital.I'm gonna go try get some sleep now. Its just after midnight and I feel really drained.