Fallen1991
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- I was abused for years off and on by my great uncle. It started when I was 3-4, and the last time he raped me I was 12. I remember all of that, it took years for me to remember it all..... But I do now. What I don't remember anything about is from...
- I figured since some of you liked my first two that I posted, that I would post this one as well...........A Grieving Mother's PainI know pain more than anyoneExcept for those who feel this tooIt's the agony of a mother's loveWhen her child's life...
- work sucked because i work outside and have the worst sunburn i've ever had. and my boyfriend's stepdad was harrassing us all day while we worked... when we got off work and were driving home, he proposed!!!! i said yes of course
- yesterday was the one year anniversary of my first loss...... it was terrible but i made it.
- http://photobucket.com/myangelbabies11my album on Photobucket with pics of the shelf my SO and I dedicated to our 5 angels (3 were mine and his, 2 are his and his ex's). the one year anniversary of my first is on July 6th, and i was just thinking...
- My fiance and I do a lot of role play... Im usually the dominant one. Well I hurt him last night and wanted to stop... I got off and wanted to stop. He has a weak abdominal wall and sometimes putting some pressure on his abdomen causes him pain......
- I realized today that there are at least 16 people (maybe more that I dont know of) on my friends list who are expecting... And 5 who have had a baby since my last mc... I cant handle it. One of them even wants me to throw her baby shower....
- Ive had 3 miscarriages and the last one really hit hard. 8 weeks ago yesterday. I feel so alone right now and I dont wanna be here. I feel so empty and it hurts so bad...
- Like Stars Into The SkyWhat do you do when all your time seems gone?What do you do when nothing seems okay?What do you do when you see thatNobody lives forever, and some hardly get the chance?And when all your dreams are fading-And your soul is...
- NothingThey ask me whats wrongI tell them nothingNothing- as in the emptiness left in meThe day fate ripped my heart outIts such a strange word, nothing isIt means so muchAnd yet so littleSee the abyss of pain-The dark void in my eyes?The light that...
- Im not ready to try again and my period was due today. Ive had mild cramping for a few days and some sharp stomach pains.... A little nausea. All of that is pretty normal for me.... but I didnt start today... I hope I do tomorrow. This is my second...
- so two months before I got pregnant, me and a female coworker tested together. I was a few days late (ended up starting the next day). her test was positive, and mine was negative.... i tried to be happy for her but I just couldn't be. Then I got...
- And we aren't speaking. We've had communication issues since our last loss and now I think we are on the verge of breaking up. We don't have time or money to spend on seeing a marriage/couple's counselor. I don't want to lose him, but I think I...
- I got asked if I had kids TWICE... I broke down in front of guests both times. I didnt know what to say. How do I explain to someobe who is perfectly capable of having kids, that every time ive gotten pregnant and lost my baby? I ended up being sent...
- I loved "My Name" by george canyon. if you haven't heard it listen to it... You are going to cry but its such a beautiful song.... I also liked "sissy's song" by alan jackson.... If you know any good songs to help cope, add them