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• Depression
  

  Hurting

  Posted by: wanttobeamommy1934

  Last Reply: robotnik 04/15/2018

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  i feel like there’s a hole in my chest. I am in pain. I don’t have anyone. My husband and I fight all the time lately and there’s no affection. I have no friends. I don’t want to live anymore. I keep thinking about how easy it would be to OD on my blood pressure meds. As a nurse I know it won’t hurt and would be peaceful. 

• Depression
  

  No support

  Posted by: wanttobeamommy1934

  Last Reply: WanderingVet 04/03/2018

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  Today I told my husband how I’ve been feeling lately. I’ve got no motivation to do anything. I don’t want to cook, clean, work on renovations, or go to work. I told him I feel like a failure as a wife and as a person in general. I told him I felt like I was going to be a failure as a mom also. He ignored my feelings. He told me to stop. All I wanted was a little support and reassurance that I’m doing a good job. But he couldn’t give me that. I start my first round of fertility meds...

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  Why even bother

  Posted by: wanttobeamommy1934

  Posted: 03/29/2018

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  My husband and I are fighting again. Seems like that’s all we do now days. His temper is short and he disagrees with everything I say. All I crave is his affection. Yet it seems the more I try the worse it gets. I’m feeling worthless and hopeless. I feel like a failure. I fail at conceiving a child and I fail at being a wife. I am lonely. I am sad. I am heartbroken. 

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: wanttobeamommy1934

  Posted: 03/21/2018

  wanttobeamommy1934 commented on the discussion All alone.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: wanttobeamommy1934

  Posted: 03/21/2018

  wanttobeamommy1934 commented on the discussion All alone.

• Depression
  

  All alone

  Posted by: wanttobeamommy1934

  Last Reply: wanttobeamommy1934 03/21/2018

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  I’m 26 years old and have struggled with depression my entire life. I have never felt like I am good enough and have many self doubts and self image issues. Although I feel this way I try to hide it. I never let the world see how I truly feel. I know that I am a good person. I am smart, kind hearted, and a good friend. I always try to help when someone needs me. I am there for people and yet no one is there for me. I have no friends and every friend I have ever had has used me for my...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 03/21/2018

  wanttobeamommy1934 joined the group Depression.

• Trying To Conceive
  

  Starting to feel like a failure

  Posted by: wanttobeamommy1934

  Last Reply: robotnik 03/22/2018

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  I am a 26 year old female and was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 19. I knew that this could cause problems for me when I decided to conceive. My husband and I have been trying for 9 months now with no luck. The problem is I am not ovulating. I stopped my birth control the end of June 2017. I had 2 periods, one in July and one in September. I have not had a normal period since Labor Day weekend. In January I went to my OB who prescribed provera and metformin to try to regulate my cycle. I am...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 03/21/2018

  wanttobeamommy1934 joined the group Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS).

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  Posted: 03/21/2018

  wanttobeamommy1934 joined the group Trying To Conceive.

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  Posted: 03/21/2018

  wanttobeamommy1934 joined the group Infertility.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/21/2018

  wanttobeamommy1934 became friends with TeamDS.