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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/15/2019

  andrableier became friends with meenie7.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/10/2019

  andrableier became friends with connierae1228.

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  10 Months

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  Last Reply: cliffskat 01/07/2019

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  I haven't been on here in a couple months.It has been 10 months since Derrick passed away in a motorcycle accident.  In those 10 months, I have celebrated turning 23 (which kind of sucked, as he passed away two days after his 23rd birthday, so now I'm older and have gotten to live longer), his sister has had her big 21st birthday without him to celebrate with her, New Years has passed, Christmas has passed. I can hardly believe it has been 10 months.  I would say the past two months or so, i...

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  Struggling

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  Last Reply: raininseattle 05/13/2018

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  its been just over two months since Derrick got pulled off life support. I struggled quite a bit that first month. The second month, I thought I was progressing... I’d managed to go every other day or every two days without crying. A week and a half ago it just all hit again and I am so much more miserable than normal. All of my friends are going forward with their lives, moving in with their boyfriends, getting engaged, etc, and here I am, all alone. I know I’m “only 22 and have plenty...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/02/2018

  andrableier commented on the discussion A month since I've seem his live healthy face.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/02/2018

  andrableier became friends with Silver55.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/02/2018

  andrableier commented on the discussion My dead boyfriend....

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  A month since I've seem his live healthy face

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  Last Reply: regwin 04/02/2018

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  One month ago was the last time I had hung out with Derrick. Tomorrow will mark one month since he was hit on the motorcycle.  I miss him everday, but some days are better than others.  I was able to spend Easter with his family yesterday.  My easter is actually next weekend (i'm orthodox), so our different easters  worked out well so we didn't have to split it between both our families.  I still cannot believe he is gone.  I visit him at least twice a week.  His aunt recently left a...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/31/2018

  andrableier became friends with Sarah.in.repair.

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  Almost a month

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  Last Reply: shewearsblack17 03/30/2018

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  Next Thursday, april 5, will be one month since my boyfriend, Derrick, was taken off life support.  There are definitely less times i cry during the day, but now when the tears do come, they come worse.  I developed anxiety, and actually had an anxiety attack at work a few days ago.  I wasn't sure if this is what it was, but I did sign up for an online grief counselor, and I described how I felt to her so she's the one that told me what I just experienced.It feels like it just happened...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 03/27/2018

  andrableier commented on the discussion I need to know.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 03/27/2018

  andrableier commented on the discussion Story in Six Words.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/15/2018

  andrableier became friends with Deb30.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 03/16/2018

  andrableier commented on the discussion Motorcycle Accident.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/14/2018

  andrableier became friends with Rick51.