crystalicbabe

Oh I wish it wasn't so hard to loose weight.  And now I'm mostly laid up due to my back muscle spasms, which is going to make it all that much harder to try and be active. :( 

Ugh, I wish I wasn't so tired all of the time.  It seems like there is always so much I need to do.  It never ends.  If I take just one minute to myself, everything piles up around me.  I don't...

Well, here we go again.  Hopefully I can get somewhere with this.  I would like to try to get to 250lbs by Christmas.  That's almost a year to loose 72 lbs.

Since I've managed to separate myself from my addiction to smoking, I thought I ought to start working on the rest of me.  My weight has been out of control for a long time, and after having the...

Things are still a bit shaky around here.  I wish I knew how to make any of it better.  I try and try, but nothing I do does anything.  What more could I possibly do? 

Sometimes, I really wonder how I got to this place I'm at.  It's been almost two years that I've been with the father of my child, yet it seems like some things haven't improved.  I had hoped over...

Trying so hard to get everything done, but it seems like the cleaning never ends.  I do so much around here, and it seems like no one notices.  I'm so busy all of the time, and people act like I...

I still feel terrible.  And now everything is really starting to get to me.

I still don't know how to handle any of this.  I feel like everything I am working so hard to keep together is falling apart.  It's like nothing I do matter's anymore.  Everything is crumbling. 

When my little girl was born 10 weeks early, I didn't know where we would be a little over a year later.  We had no idea how things would go, and I honestly thought her father was going to leave me....

ugh.. don't feel good today

The pain keeps getting worse.  At this point, I'm starting to wonder if this  "period" is actually another miscarriage. The only time in my life I've ever felt this pain was when I was miscarrying,...

Well, after not having a period for a year ( I had a baby then was on the depo shot for 6 months) I finally got my period.  However, I wish it wasn't so painful.  I'm in more pain now than I was...

well the thing won't let me change it, but I haven't smoked in a month now

Its been a very long time since I've had the chance to get on here and update everyone.  Well, my beautiful little girl is now seven months old and doing great.  She has caught up in almost every...