crystalicbabe

feeling a little tired this morning.. but I'm sure that will fade after I have my breakfast.. hopefully today is a good day..

I ventured out alone today and went to the grocery store.. I've never done that.. I don't ever walk out onto the main roads in the middle of the city alone, I've always been too afraid.  But today,...

I wish my stomach didn't hurt.. :(

Feeling pretty ok now.  I just woke up about an hour ago.  I guess I was tired.  Woke up this morning had breakfast and a shower, read for a few, then fell back asleep shortly after nine.  I got...

feeling ok this morning.. hopefully today goes well.  Gotta walk to the school and pick up my sister today.. that should be fun...

Well, yesterday was interesting for lack of a better word.  I'm still in shock over what I found.  My sister is only 8!! This is crazy.. But regardless, today is starting out ok.  I feel pretty...

Its hard to believe that I've gone almost 20 days without purging and almost 60 with out sleeping with a random person.  Also, it's day six on my "plan" to work on my eating .. I've been doing...

I'm kinda upset today.. I applied to Americorps, and it was my way out of here.  But, I didn't get in.. .so Idk what I'm going to do now.. I'm screwed.  I don't want to be here anymore, my parents...

I feel much more awake this morning that normal.  I guess that's a good sign.  I also woke up hungry.. that never used to happen.. I used to wait as late as I could to eat.. but now, I'm eating at...

well, I've started trying to eat as much as I should, I never fully realized how difficult it is.. I feel like I'm eating all the time.. and at the same time, my weight went up a couple pounds, but....

so I started something new today. I started using one of the online programs where you can track your daily intake of calories and various nutrients and activities.  It's pretty neat.  Turns out, I...

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I'm feeling a ton of stress lately, most related to things at home.  It seems like every time something goes wrong, it's my fault.  I'm really hoping to get out of here soon, I'm not sure how much...

It was nice out yesterday, but of course, now it's rainy and cold today.  That sucks.  If I have to work today I'm going to have to keep the kids inside.  My sister is all better and back at...

It's supposed to be warm out today, I'm really hoping it is.  This way I can let the kids outside to burn off some energy instead of being cooped up inside all day.  My sister's home sick, she had...