crystalicbabe

So, back above 80 days of no purging, and that feels good. I'm hoping to keep it that way. However, I haven't been eating that much lately... I just don't really feel like it most of the time. But...

So, with what is happening today, I feel like I should be a ton more excited.  Maybe once things start happening I'll feel it more, but I've been accustomed to never letting myself get worked up...

so.. I have a bf... the thing is... he's in Idaho.. and.. well... I might move... and I don't know how to tell him I'm not gonna be around anymore

So, things had been going kind of crappy with this one guy.  He was being a major jerk and just couldn't seem to take a hint.  Last night I told him flat out I didn't want to sleep with him and...

well, something good has come out of me dog sitting. I've been living at this house alone for a couple days now, and I've lost about 4 pounds.  The thing that's still hard to grasp, is I've been...

I can't believe I did this... I feel so awful.. six months... for nothing..The second he left, I went to take a shower, and I puked.  I felt so bad, that I puked.Why?.. .Why did I do this??

Dog sitting went well last night.  Staying here for a few more days. 

Still tired, but I gotta be up and about.  Job interview at 11a.m.  Hopefully I get it.  I could use another job.

well.. I'm very tired today... and that really bites... but I lost 2lbs.. yay! 

I haven't been feeling well lately.  I get sick to my stomach a lot.  It sucks.  This happens to me often, mostly when I'm not eating enough, or not getting enough sleep.  At this point, I think...

Well, I made it to two months of not purging again.  So that's good.  I've actually kind of forgotten about it a lot of the time.  The only thing that worries me, is that lately I haven't really...

ugh...

I wish people could just make up their minds.  How the hell am I supposed to figure out what I want to do, if he obviously doesn't know what he really wants.  First he complains on facebook about...

I've been eating.. but I still feel crappy.  I guess I might not be eating enough.  See, that's a really hard thing for me to grasp.  I'm by no means "skinny" or "normal" when it comes to my...

I feel so crappy lately.  I've been so tired, and my head hurts constantly.  Plus, I keep getting dizzy.  The only thing is, I don't know why this is all happening, I've been eating.  I feel...