Its been a very long time since I've had the chance to get on here and update everyone.  Well, my beautiful little girl is now seven months old and doing great.  She has caught up in almost every way.  Born nearly three months early, doctors told me she would be behind for a least the first three or four years of her life.  And now, at seven months old, the only thing that you notice is that she is a bit small.  But really, she's just thin, Rosemary is the length of a seven month old, she is just only 14 or so pounds.  Thus, people often comment on how small she is.  Her father didn't leave.  He decided to stay and give parenthood a shot because he didn't want to loose me.  I'm proud to say that he now is doing great with our daughter.  You'd never know that he didn't want her at first.  It's been a long stressful journey, but now things are starting to work out.  Six or Seven months ago, I never would have thought that he'd still be around and that he would have made the progress that he did.
 
My newest struggle is yet again the weight.  I started taking the Depo shot six weeks after Rosemary was born, and I blew up.  The shot made me gain almost 40 lbs.  On top of the 30 or so I had remaining from the seroquel disaster.  So now, I'm hanging at about 290 and it's driving me nuts.  I've never been this heavy before, not even while I was pregnant.  I actually lost weight then.  I don't know what to do about this.  I'm juggling a baby, housework, bills, all the shopping/financing, unpacking from a move, and now... the weight.