crystalicbabe

Caught up in the post Thanksgiving, pre-Christmas craziness... my mind is racing and I can't seem to catch up with it.  I've been really thinking over some of my mistakes.  and I am not sure if I...

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I feel so lost lately.. like nothing is going right. .I don't know what to do anymore.. my life is a mess.. I'm not sure if it's worth it anymore.

So much is always happening.  I feel like I can't think strait anymore.  It's so over complicated and I am lost with what to do, but my parents are no help.  They think that any of the things I...

So I got sick... again.  This time was really bad.  For over a week I was just laying there in my bed.  I couldn't do anything.  I was so tired and dizzy that I couldn't get out of bed, and...

I am just not having a good  time lately.  I keep getting sick, everyday.  Making lunch for my sisters makes me sick,  I can't stand food.  Yet, I suddenly thought the other day..ooooh I want a...

I am having such a bad day.  We moved to Virginia and I hated it.  So I began to make plans to move back to New Hampshire, where I was from, but then plans changed.  This guy I knew started...

not really feeling too well... my friend had a snow machine accident and she broke her back.. it's so sad.. she had a carreer there.. and she was the top of the class.. and now.. she might be...

watching my sister this week... funfun... she's seven and has the attention span of a rock..... this should be fun... I think my five minutes of free time today was when I told her I had to do the...

I am feeling a little better today, better than I have in quite a while.  I actually did NOT purge yesterday!! I didn't really eat "normal" but I did eat, and I did NOT purge!!  I even ate chineese...

Well report cards just came out, yet somehow I don't feel too happy.  All my  grades for the second quarter were A's, but I can't seem to be excited.  I have six A's and one B for semester grades,...

Well I am so bored.  But I am also really pondering a few things.  First off, why do people lie?  I am so sick of BOYS lieing to me.  What am I, some piece of meat?  I hate it.  I really don't...

I am not so sure I want to live anymore, I am so sick of all this. I relapsed on my eating disorder about a month ago and I don't know how to tell my parents. I don't want to let them down, but all I...

I don't  know what to do, my sister tried to cut herself the other day.  I can't help but wonder if it is all my fault.  What if I exposed her to it??  I feel so bad.  What if she picks up on...

I moved... Now i live in Newport News Virginia... I am not really sure if I like it here... but oh well I turn 18 in may... then I can go anywhere I want...