crystalicbabe

Well, I made it through my birthday.  Honestly, it sucked.  I spend almost the whole day alone in my room.  My parents never even said happy birthday to me.  The ONLY mention of my birthday I got...

well. .today is going ok I guess... I've made it so far today with out purging... but all I've eaten was chips and a cliff bar.. so idk.. I guess I might eat dinner, but I don't know for sure yet......

Well, today is not such a good day.  I slipped up, and after 81 days of no purging, I did.  It's like I can't fully stop.  That was the longest I've gone without purging in years, and I just...

Well, my parents are being down right stupid at this point.  The other day my mom left a note out for me, a NOTE.  She was HOME!! and so was I.  But she leaves a note? It says she will no longer...

so.. I might be moving out of my parents house because they are being ridiculous...

I finally think I might be getting over this cold.. after three weeks I'm more than ready to be better.  I've been miserable and I'm sick of it.  I've been able to eat ok today, so hopefully that...

ate the first actually meal in a few weeks today.. mostly veggies and potatoes.. but it's better than nothing.

Well, I'm still sick.  After almost two weeks, and it sucks. But I'm slowly getting better.  I'm hoping it goes soon.. .I can't keep up with everything all sick like this.  But on a good note,...

I still feel icky =[

blah.. it's soooo hot..... and I still can't eat.. =[

I feel all stuffy =[.  I never knew I could have this much gunk in my nasal passages.  Plus, found out last night... that right now, I physically can not eat solid food.  My throat was feeling...

feeling slightly better today, after three days of not being able to do much more than just lay on my bed.  I couldn't even eat or drink.  Now I can drink cold stuff and eat ice pops so I guess...

I feel like crap.. I'm sick again.  This totally sucks.  I can't swallow without extreme pain, my head hurts.. my nose is stuffy, and I have to work today... fml

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I'm extremely frustrated.  I'm so sick of stupid ass people trying to tell me that I'm unhappy because I'm "not trying hard enough".  Why don't people get it? you can't force HAPPY!!!!   I've...