crystalicbabe

Feeling a little tired this morning.  But trying to start out my day like every other day.  I hope that this week goes as well as last week, I want to succeed at this.

Well, it's the morning of day eight, and so far so good.  However, I do have some stress from the past trying to come back.... One of my ex guy "friends" texted me again this morning.. at like 2am...

I made it a whole week!!!!!!!!

Well, I've made it further this time than before, which makes me really happy.  Yesterday went well food wise.  I'm still trying to adjust to this eating more than once a day thing, which is hard,...

Well, I made it through day four.  Now at the start of day five, and I'm hopeful.  I'm actually eating breakfast at this very moment.  I'm going to try eating 3 meals and 3 snacks again today.  ...

Well, day four is almost over, and still no purging.  I have also been trying to eat more.  I never realized how hard it is to eat "normally".  I ate 6 times today, and still only got to about...

Not being an angry or hateful person, this is a bit out of character for me.  I've come to the point where I'm angry, well actually, I'm downright pissed at my ED.  It's taken so much away from...

Well, I've made it through three days.  Now it's the start of day four.  Hopefully, I can do this.  I really want to get to a point where I can actually be healthy for a change.  My stomach has...

so.. day three, almost over.  And I'm doing good so far.  No purging.  moving on to day 4 tomorrow.  I think I can do this... I hope I can.  But I have faith that with the support of my friends...

I made it through yesterday, no purging!  Now to work on today.  This is the third day, which is where I slipped up last time, hoping for a better day today.  I think I can do this, because I...

Having an ok day.  I've been doing well today with eating and not purging.  I am hoping to to continue on this path, and believe that I can with the contiued support from my friends on here.  You...

Welll, I made it through yesterday without purging.  I even made cookies and fudge with my sister, I taste tested the goodies, but didn't over do it...and I didn't purge.  Now to start day...

Ok.. so I wanted to set up a goal for quiting purging .. but the only goal I could seem to set up with a day by day thing was the smoking.. weird.. I don't smoke anymore.. so it's days purge free...

I'm feeling a little down this morning... as.. I slipped up yesterday.  I had a fight with my sister.. and my mom took her side and ganged up on me.. even though my sister was lying.. and I got so...

Well this is day two that I made through without purging.  It's scary to think about though, because I feel like I am going to gain a ton of weight.  But I am working through this, I don't want to...