crystalicbabe

I am totally freaking out. The day my boyfriend was leaving to visit family i tweeked and had a panic attack, and my friend's bf offered me a cigarette.  I took it.  Now I am freaking out over how...

I started posting stuff on the support groups about a week ago.  That has been somewhat helpful.  I am getting a lot of feedback, and I have gotten a few new friends.  My boyfriend and I are doing...

Things were going well, for a while.  But now I don't know what is going on.  I slipped back just as I thought.  I haven't been eating, and yet no one has noticed.  Except my boyfriend ( who I've...

i  now have a boyfriend!!   wow i never thought that this could happen!  and i lost 10 lbs.  WoW!!!

i have had awkward on and off switching eating disorders since i was 5.  starting in about late December i slipped back into compulsive eating and gained back all my weight.  i am now sliping back...

i am really sorry i have not been on here in a while. sorry to anyone i left hanging for a responce to a message or hug. i have just been super busy with the stress  of school.  i really do relliey...

Though I haven't been purging, I have noticed that I haven't really been eating as much as I should.  Some days, my total calories for the day falls below 500, others I make it to 1000... but I...

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Sometimes, I sort of wish.. that I didn't feel anything.  I kinda knew he wouldn't be ready for anything serious, but still ... it hurts a bit for him to actually say it.  I guess it's because it...

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well... I still don't know what is really up with my guy friend.  It's almost like he's scared to do anything that could end up with him getting hurt.  Which I understand after his last...

Well, I'm doing better now.  Hung out with an old guy friend last night.  I'm really glad I did, I hadn't seen him in forever.  Plus, I really like him and he likes me.  I think this could go...

don't you just love how nothing turns out like you thought it would?

spent the day cleaning .. tired as all hell

well.. single again... and hes a jerk.. I didn't know someone could be such an imature asshole..