crystalicbabe

Well, I made it to two months of not purging again.  So that's good.  I've actually kind of forgotten about it a lot of the time.  The only thing that worries me, is that lately I haven't really...

ugh...

I wish people could just make up their minds.  How the hell am I supposed to figure out what I want to do, if he obviously doesn't know what he really wants.  First he complains on facebook about...

I've been eating.. but I still feel crappy.  I guess I might not be eating enough.  See, that's a really hard thing for me to grasp.  I'm by no means "skinny" or "normal" when it comes to my...

I feel so crappy lately.  I've been so tired, and my head hurts constantly.  Plus, I keep getting dizzy.  The only thing is, I don't know why this is all happening, I've been eating.  I feel...

ugh... it's officially summer now... .

I feel like crap lately.  I can't sleep normal, and its totally messing with everything in my schedule.  I gained back 4lbs! That really irritates me.  I wish for once something would work out. ...

     When you look at me, you might think you know me.  You don't.  The cold, hard truth is, I don't even know me sometimes.  I'm a shadow of a person, filled in by the air around me. ...

In the last couple of months I've had a lot of bad luck.  Stuff keeps breaking on me. My mirrorMy desk LampMy scaleMy Mp3 playerMy T.V.My DeskMy filing cabinet And thus, I am currently leading a...

Well, the battery in my scale died, which kinda upsets me.  So I need to get a new battery soon.  If I don't it might drive me insane, all this not knowing... I don't know for how long I can do...

well.. its been an ok day I suppose... I did get two wonka candy bars for 51cents .. hahah dumb cashier guy lol

I wonder how some people can simply be so damned stupid?  Some people just don't seem to get it.  I don't see what part of I'm not having casual sex anymore is so hard to understand...

ugh... I feel like crap.  I'm getting sick again.  plus my allergies are bugging me .. so it's a double ugh... =[

Idk.. I've been really blah lately .. and last night I just couldn't sleep.. =[

What does it take    for me to not hate myself?                               for me to not obsess over how I look?                          ...