crystalicbabe

I did it! I made it through 30 days of not purging!  Before I thought it would never be possible, but this time, I actually did it!

It's day 30!  I actually made it to day 30!!!

I'm feeling okay today.. just a bit worn out from yesterday.  My sister and I walked over 4 miles.  My legs hurt a bit today, but it will go away. 

Once before I had a goal to quit purging, for 30 days.  I thought I'd never make it, and the furthest I got was 18 days.  But now I'm so close, if I make it through the weekend, I'll have hit 30...

feeling ok today.. working late again tonight.. not to bad.. I'm just a bit tired from my sleep schedule being a bit off .. probably shouldn't sleep in tomorrow.. it makes me a bit slugish the rest...

feeling a little tired this morning.. but I'm sure that will fade after I have my breakfast.. hopefully today is a good day..

I ventured out alone today and went to the grocery store.. I've never done that.. I don't ever walk out onto the main roads in the middle of the city alone, I've always been too afraid.  But today,...

I wish my stomach didn't hurt.. :(

Feeling pretty ok now.  I just woke up about an hour ago.  I guess I was tired.  Woke up this morning had breakfast and a shower, read for a few, then fell back asleep shortly after nine.  I got...

feeling ok this morning.. hopefully today goes well.  Gotta walk to the school and pick up my sister today.. that should be fun...

Well, yesterday was interesting for lack of a better word.  I'm still in shock over what I found.  My sister is only 8!! This is crazy.. But regardless, today is starting out ok.  I feel pretty...

Its hard to believe that I've gone almost 20 days without purging and almost 60 with out sleeping with a random person.  Also, it's day six on my "plan" to work on my eating .. I've been doing...

I'm kinda upset today.. I applied to Americorps, and it was my way out of here.  But, I didn't get in.. .so Idk what I'm going to do now.. I'm screwed.  I don't want to be here anymore, my parents...

I feel much more awake this morning that normal.  I guess that's a good sign.  I also woke up hungry.. that never used to happen.. I used to wait as late as I could to eat.. but now, I'm eating at...

well, I've started trying to eat as much as I should, I never fully realized how difficult it is.. I feel like I'm eating all the time.. and at the same time, my weight went up a couple pounds, but....