Worst Day Ever..

Well, I made it through my birthday.  Honestly, it sucked.  I spend almost the whole day alone in my room.  My parents never even said happy birthday to me.  The ONLY mention of my birthday I got from them, was my mom saying "well, you're 19 now, so when are you moving out?"  That's it.  She knows if I had the money, I would move out, but I can't right now.  I don't get why they hate me so much... what did I do to deserve this?  I don't see how they think it's fair to treat me like this, they are pushing me away.  How is it fair that I live with them, I am supposed to be their child, and I'm not ALLOWED to eat with them?  I'm literally forced to eat alone in my room.  Which is really not good for my Eating disorder.   How ironic that one of my "symptoms" has become something I have to do on a daily basis.  I'm so alone, all the time.  The only human to human interaction I get (other than over the computer) is when I go to work.  But then, it's just little kids, so with the more serious things, its just like being alone.  I can't talk to small children about how screwed my life is.