It's almost my birthday, My parents don't care about me, and I'm slipping back....

Well, my parents are being down right stupid at this point.  The other day my mom left a note out for me, a NOTE.  She was HOME!! and so was I.  But she leaves a note? It says she will no longer be treated like a taxi service and from now on I need to find my own way to go places, so basically she doesn't want to bring me anywhere.  What pisses me off, I only ever ask her to bring me places that she is ALREADY GOING!  Then, the other thing, yet again in note, she puts a paper up on the fridge that says, if you didn't buy it don't eat it or drink it, translation, YOU are not ALLOWED to eat OUR food.  THEN, about a day later, like she thinks I can't understand the meaning of don't drink what you didn't buy, she adds in huge letters, this includes the soda, not even one.   So, they are refusing to bring me to stores to buy food, and I can't have any of their's, Translation... find your own way to a store to get food or starve, we don't care. 
Thus, in my mind, the first thing it makes me want to do, is act out using food.  And thus, my two months of eating mostly what I should has gone down the drain.  I've started restricting again.  I've fallen right back to where I was (well, except for the purging, I've still managed to not do that).  And my parents for one, don't even notice, and two, they don't CARE!!  Plus, my birthday is in a week.  On Mother's day, I'll be 19, and they don't even seem to notice.  I'll have another lonely, sad birthday again this year like last.  The only thing I got last year showing that they even knew it was my birthday was right before bed my mom says "oh, I forgot to give you this", and hands me a card from the dollar tree, not even signed or in a closed envolope.  I don't even think she wrote my name in it.