CAN't STOP>>> HELP ME
Well report cards just came out, yet somehow I don't feel too happy. All my grades for the second quarter were A's, but I can't seem to be excited. I have six A's and one B for semester grades, most people would be thrilled to see that on their transcripts, yet I am feeling kind of bumed out. On top of all this I don't know what to do about my eating. I come home from school every day to an empty house. So then I eat (for the first time that day) everything I find appealing, and then I purge (for the first time that day). Often this will happen one or two, sometimes three times in the hour and a half I am home alone before my sister and father come home. Then at around five we eat supper, after supper I go shower and purge (usually for the last time that day). Then I will do everything else I need to do that night, and I normally have a snack or two later. This happens to me everyday, and I can't stop! I AM TERRIFIED!!! My chest hurts, I am brusing, my hair is falling out, my nails won't grow anymore, I'm in constant pain, Yet I CAN'T STOP!!!
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