BORED and WONDERING

Well I am so bored.  But I am also really pondering a few things.  First off, why do people lie?  I am so sick of BOYS lieing to me.  What am I, some piece of meat?  I hate it.  I really don't get why people feel its necessary to lie so much.  What do you gain?  And I just don't think that I will ever understand it.  Why is it that I have to let myself be used and passed around like a toy to get any sign of RESPECT?  Even if it is fake?  Why can't people just treat me like a person?  Am I not good enough?  What have I done that was so WRONG?