Toughassteele
Status: Ready to end it
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- Sitting here lonely and sad. No one to talk to just all in my feelings. When does the pain stop
- I have been having angry out burst alot lately. I have always had a bad temper even since I was young. But now it's was worse and I actully have been physical. I'm going ok talk to my counselor tomorrow. I hope that helps. I have tried writing and...
- So I have been putting off going to the hospital for a few days. I have been having really bad back pain to were it's now traveling down my right leg. So to my morning was going ok went to work in pain but sucked it up. Well once I get in the car...
- Can't sleep up thinking about my life. Were did I go wrong? I did what I thought was best, but I guess not. I keep getting tested. I'm not trying to get people to feel sorry for me or anything. Just thinking about choices I have made and if they...
- Im back after being away sometime. I need to think about alot of things. Like my life where I'm going and who with. My job is it best for me or do I need to do more. The people I have around me are they good for me or not. My depression has...
- I'm so happy that we have this group. So alittle about me some might know me from the ptsd group and a few others. So I was diagnosed with fibramialga in August of last year. I was having joint pain and my back was hurting bad. I went to physical...
- Im done I really can't take no more. The body pain as gotten worse. It hurts to walk my feet and ankle throb. My legs and knees hurt beyond belief. My legs and arms feel tired. Can't stand long. I feel like I'm going crazy the headaches...
- My anxiety has been bad I had a anxiety attack Sunday. My dad had two seizure in 30 minutes and the second one was in my arms. Once he came out I freaked out and started crying and my chest hurt bad. I'm under so much stress and it's killing me. ...
- I have been having alot of triggers lately. Like I could be sitting here and all of a sudden a song will come to me or something was said on the TV. It will set me off. I hate it tonight I don't know how it happend but a song popped in my head...
- So still pretty sick nose is stuffy and throat hurts bad. Went to the doctor today and she upped my sleeping pills because I'm not sleeping good and she thinks that causeing my head aches and brain fog. Also still depressed pretty bad so she upped...
- Dont want to do anything today. I caught a cold and I have had it for two days. Stuffy nose and it hurts eyes are sore and head it killing me. Throat hurts bad body ache and feet are killing me. Found out I have a bone spur in on foot that...
- Today has been a rough day.i woke up tired and my anxiety was up then I got up for a interview and when I got there I was a joke. The manager was rude and some of there employees. So that's just messed up my while day. Went to breakfast with my...
- Merry Christmas to this amazing group. So yesterday was rough I didn't get motivated for a while my friend wanted me to come over to hang out with her and her daughter. So I sucked it up and did. It was fun but my anxiety started flaring...
- Well I messed up. I was clean for 4months and three weeks. I am mad at my self but it helped me forget fir a while and my anxiety was not so bad. My anxiety has been so horrible lately like that two weeks so bad. I know it's because of Christmas....
- Well today is one of those bad days woke up with my anxiety up looking forward to see my counselor today but she cancelled on me yet again for the second week. I needed her today. Wednesday I had a mental breakdown like a full mental fit...