macgunderson
Status: A smart man makes a mistake, learns from it, and never makes that mistake again. But a wise man finds a smart man and learns from him ho
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I know I said I didn't want to write in my journal anymore, but I think I am losing my mind. It would make my life so much simpler if I just could. I have been reading other people's journals as I...
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Well now I have lost my son. He has decided he won't have anything to do with me. Can't be bothered to talk to me or send me an email. I think I am going to implode. I can't take this life any more....
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Today I took Dorothy to the doctor at 2:30pm, by the time we went to the pharmacy for a prescription it was 4:30pm. I always drive Dorothy's minivan as it makes her feel more in control and less like...
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Maybe it is because I concentrated so much on the bad side of my life lately, but after reading what I wrote and hearing from all my friends I had a much better day today. I also am finding it much...
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Jan. 6, 2010 that was the day the divorce was made final, and yet I still have not been allowed to remove my personal belongings from the house. Maybe this is why I have been so strange the last few...
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Well I relapsed. A friend mentioned that I pay too much in Income Tax and that I should claim Head of Household. I use TurboTax so for fun I checked it out. I would go from paying $2001 to paying...
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I hate when I get almost finished with a journal entry written only to lose it because I hit the wrong button!!!!!! Once more with feeling! I am almost finished with day 2 of no contact with my old...
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Okay, I have not been moving on. Starting today I will not try in any shape or form to contact my children. I will wait for them, if ever, to contact me. I will no longer thing of my self as part of...
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Well it has come to my attention through my friends that I am not moving on. In fact they say I have nothing but negative thoughts and I have to stop it. I have never thought of my self as negative,...
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My son called around 3pm."I hate to be the bearer of bad news" what happened? "Pikachu died earlier today". Pikachu was my cat. Oh I know I got her for my daughter, but she liked me first then my...
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Well Christmas day was a great day. I have company staying with me for 2 weeks. A family from here in the park. They gave me a "How to Knit" kit, which is fantastic because I really want to learn how...
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I wish life could be easier for me to handle. I haven't called my son for 2 weeks, hoping he would call me as he said he would, but he never called. I called him this morning after 9am my time which...
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I read all my friends journal writings and want so bad to say things to them, but for some reason I just can't seem to do it. I think of things to journal about, but never write them, I just can't...
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Well it is Sunday evening. I guess it was a good weekend. I was not going to call my son because I called him last Saturday(the 4th)and I am trying to see if he will call me. I know he calls his...
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7:45am Sunday morning. Every time I think things are getting better...bam! I moved back into Santee Lakes RV park last Wednesday. Wasn't able to spend the night until Thursday. Friday morning while I...
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